AHHH

God, posting with a baby is way harder than I expected, especially when said baby LOVES to rip keys off the keyboard. But, haha, he is asleep in his car seat, so I am in nap jail anyway. Updates just seem so overwhelming right now. I am just so far behind and he is growing so fast. I am sad, maybe sometime I will actually be able to keep up with it. Not now. Not when he naps on me, next to me, or in the car. Not while "I need a sandwich/IV/Oxycontin/music turned on" is the soundtrack of my life. However, since I have NO social life, I am left with myself for company, and this is what I realize. I like to blog about planning stuff. Planning for a baby, a vacation, a wedding, a divorce. Not actually doing any of those things.